Never Grow Up

Hello peeps. So I finished my July test. What a relief, huh. I did nothing today, went to my class as usual with Amirah this morning. Ate my breakfast and lunch as usual, lay on my bed on the afternoon as usual. Nothing changed much. Well I guess it’s my daily routine :D I can’t wait for this Monday, I am eager to know my results. I hope there are some improvements.

On 17th of July err, last week. My school had a Hari Akademik and Koko day. As usual, parents coming and see our results, teachers’ critics and ask for improvements, and so on. So the impact of the Academic Day was most if not all of them got scolded by their parents. No TV, no hand phone, no internet, no FACEBOOK but yes of course they’re only can face the book. But lucky me, my parents gave me second chance to improve my results. So I still have TV, I still can have my phone and I will never waste my time on internet always like before. Thanks mak and abah :-)

Confession Of A Little Heart

Sure, I talk to other guys but I don't talk to them like the way I talk to you. Sure, those other guys can make me smile, but not make me smile as much you do. Sure, they can make me laugh but not make me the laugh like the way you do. Yeah, there’s a lot of other guys out there, but listen, none of them can compare to you. Those other guys can holla and whatever, but my eyes and heart are set on you.

Love, xx

Favorite Part

When we were five, they asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up. Our answers were thing like astronaut, president, or in my case, princess. When we were ten, they asked again and we answered - rock star, cowboy, or in my case, gold medallist. But now that we've grown up, they want a serious answer. Well, how 'bout this: who the hell knows?! This isn't the time to make hard and fast decisions; it’s time to make mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere chill. Fall in love - a lot. Major in philosophy 'cause there's no way to make a career out of that. Change your mind. Then change it again, because nothing is permanent. So make as many mistakes as you can. That way, someday, when they ask again what we want to be, we won't have to guess. We'll know :-)

Jessica Stanley,

Twilight Saga : Eclipse.

Be A Jerk


1. We never copy, we just want to know if our answers are right.

2. We don't write on the tables and walls, we're just decorating.

3. We don't insult our teachers, we're just telling them their truth.

4. We don't throw things, we're studying the laws of gravity.

5. We don't talk in class, we're just changing expressions.

6. We don't sleep in class, we're just thinking.

Reality Is Always A Little Blurred

Time passes, after this week I’m going to face two more exams. No, it’s three actually. Err or is it four? Including the July test :/ So I have to say bye-bye to you bloggie, and also my FB account, and also my tumblr, my desktop, my blah blah blah. And I should say ‘hello’ to History, Maths, Science, and others. But I don’t really mind actually. Only a few days left until the PMR will be held. After that I’m going to be free. For awhile -.- Where there’s a will, there’s a way, right? So I have to sacrifice. I’m trying.

I always get a flash about my first year in this school. Haha, I was one of the hysterical girls in my class and also with my friends. I always make them laugh with my stupid attitude and my jokes. We hanged together, walk together, and many more things that best friends use to do. But when I was in Form Two, things changed. Nana moved to Shah Alam. And we always had a fight. I rarely make jokes and always serious. This year, things changed again. We always laughed at ourselves, about our past, sat together and gossiping. Yes that’s what girls always did right? :-) I wonder what our relationship would be like after 5 years. Will we be hysterical like this again? Or will we be separate to different country? Will we still know each other? Things changed. We will never know what will happen, right?


Things On My Mind

Entry paling takde motif tapi ada maksud tersirat.

It's Okay Not To Be Okay

Hi troublemakers :-)

So yesterday was Friday. And as Diba and I planned, we went to watch the movie Eclipse. Hihi. We arrived at cinema at 2.00pm. And the movie started at 2.05pm. Lucky us, huh! Lol. The movie was thumbs up. You should watch them like seriously. After we had our ‘lunch’ at 5pm, we went back to LRT station and decided to get home and here’s the troubles come.

The LRT train that supposed to bring us home was stuck. Not the train I mean the ticket machine. And the station was packed with people. Macam macam bau ada lol. Me and Diba waited for the ticket machine until an announcement was made and said the train will be fine again at one or two hours, something like that. It was 6.30pm. I called my dad and explained everything to him. Luckily he’s not mad.

Finally I and Diba went to find some place to sit down as we were so tired :/ We read books, waited for Diba’s mother to pick us there. And finally I reached home at 9pm. Please imagine how uncomfortable we were, with school uniform, walked around like we were skipping school and people can’t get their eyes off us. Haha. Okay finish about yesterday.

Today I went to my tuition class with Sarah, Mira, Atul and Mirul. The class was fine. That’s all I guess. Bye bye xx

It Matters To Me

Hey, how are you. Finally my mood comes so I write this latest entry today :-) Nothing much happened lately, just a few things I want to tell you. First, did you notice my new blog? Hihi, I updated it even though it still looks the same, lol.

So today Diba told us that Kak Miena is at her home. She stayed there for almost two days, I guess. So Mira and I went to her house just now to visit Kak Miena. She looks gorgeous still, HAHA.

I’ve been so busy lately with school stuffs, lepas satu-satu. Macam tak habis habis -.- and I will start my tuition class this week, I hope. No need to know where :D Tomorrow Diba and I plan to meet my husband, Edward Cullen on Eclipse after school. So I hope jadik lah kan? :-)

That’s all for today, see you tomorrow! xx

I Get A Flash And I Smile

Okay hi people :-) Sorry I changed my font so it would be bigger than before. Kecik sangat, dah la I pun rabun kan -.- Hmm this week we had a seminar and also a motivation. Both were awesome, no doubt. Tapi mcm tepape sikit pun ada lol joking. So I got my results. I mean all of it. And the result hm, hm, hm, *dead. (Too disappointing).
I am kinda hysterical about finding a tuition class. Yeah, my friends did help me sometimes. They recommended PTSG, Kasturi, Sirim Jaya, Alpha and many more. Unusual name also, lol. But I wasn't interested at all. More to malas, actually -.- The fees, the pocket money, the blah blah blah and whatsoever -.-'
The reason why I write this entry is just to fill in my latest entry as I rarely online nowadays. So just now I watched Majalah Tiga. Gosh, they showed about the maggots therapy. Okay that was really gross and disgusting. And my very favourite part was the phrase "Benda yang dipandang hina mampu menyembuhkan." lol.
And today was boring. Thats all. Thanks fellas. Byebye xx

Three Months Left.

Zulina Farra, you can do this. Be strong!